Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Lapse!

Sleep, sleep, sleep, wake, smoke, eat, smoke, walk, streets, roam, smoke, think, question, decide, fly, fall, stand, walk, sit, rest, think, question, fight, hit, walk, walk... zip zip zip!!
Days are dead, nights follow too.

People!!
Their behavior, the outcome, your suffering, inter-fucking-related, go die.
Die die die.

Living is over rated.
Surviving is cheap.
Living too costly to afford.
Surviving is easy.
Living is bliss.
Surviving is dead.
Hence attempts at living fail to succeed!!
The only 'wrong' done. I still continue to do it.
Its okay, try. Okay, try!!

Burning, dark, deep, truth, lies, acceptance, throbbing, languishing, wait, silence, pain, wait.
Crash!!!

You hope. You try. You fail. You hope.
Tired.
Tired of events happening in the same manner.
Tired of 'their' behavior.
Tired of 'self' behavior.

Sick of mind fucks.
Sick of crushed hopes.
Sick of murdered love.
Sick of killing others.
Sick of solitude.

People!!
They come, they go, and the wheel never ends.
The ones who stay are all the same, replica mere replica.
You try and hope.
Maybe; just maybe!
Depressing but true!

Expectations, friends, lovers, special ones, relationships, pain, love, jeez jeez jeez!!!
Hoping on dead hopes.
Back to square one.
People!! The...

Farewell, blood, goodbye, move the fuck on, truth of thousand lies, mercy? guilty? pity? regret?
... (?)

'Sometimes', turning into 'all the time'.
Somebody please kill the next coming day and the day after and the day after and the day af...
Wait for supposed bliss.
Fear of hard outcomes.
Scary than hell.

Past is gone.
Present is dead.
Future barren.
Being one of its kind?
Sucks!!

Wishes, desires, crave, lust!
Walk, whispers, holding hands, hug, kiss, smooch, sex!
Go figure!

Philosophy, logic, theories of mind.
Bah!

I am not God.
I don't want to be either.
I can't be who YOU are!!
Repeat! <2>

--

This is not for you to enjoy.
Don't come, you cannot cure.
Rather, will fuck it up more.

Wait, maybe...

24 comments:

Anonymous said...

I know people won't get a word outta this. They never do.. Only you know what you feel and what you are.. Take Care.. But if only we had more like you Rohit..

Love
S.

Anindita said...

Your lines,

I am not God.
I don't want to be either.


I have used these vary same lines..
Creepy, very creepy actually.. Ditto; word for word...

I have questioned my beliefs and faiths over and over again...

Life is difficult and figuring it out is hellish... Nothing ever makes sense and the sensible things don't come to us... When we think stuff is back in place, well; thats when life happens... It is one tough nut to crack...

Take care...

Anindita said...

very*

kyamaloom said...

I guess we should not even try to crack this nut, and rather just gulp it down!!

In any case, all you're gonna get is BULLSHIT!!

Gunjan Aylawadi said...

life is unfair!

Anindita said...

I know what you are saying is true, but why the overtly pessimistic nature? Doesn't optimism find a place in your varied ways??

kyamaloom said...

Overtly pessimistic?
Well, if you really try n look between my writings it always projects a satirical approach at optimism.

And Anindita if you ever happen to talk to me, you will get to know if there is someone who can fill you with positivity till core it has to be me.

I am not a pessimistic or optimistic. Rather "realistic".
Thats what the words here portray.
Look!

Anindita said...

Hmmm...

Maybe your satirical approach dims the optimism... I know you are realistic, why do you think I love reading your blog? But maybe your realistic nature borders towards pessimism.. But then again, that is my view...!!!

And you know what Rohit? I would like to talk to you one day! I look forward to it! :)

Cheers. ^^

AG said...

waah waah
its as if uv read my mind on this one really
i wanted to puke out the same stuff
but wasnt gettin enf words

''Past is gone.
Present is dead.
Future barren.
Being one of its kind?
Sucks!! ''

:X

Saloni said...

"don't come, you cannot cure"
u r the only one who can cure...but as the same thots bother me at times,i chose to jus let all that be and work out a way to b happy inspite f it..
hope u find a way out fr urself..

gypsy said...

it's the story till now..ain't it?

gypsy said...

and i see smthin smthin...

kyamaloom said...

What? What makes you think its everything you know?

gypsy said...

intended at me?


hmmm...:) firstly, what do u think KNOWING is all about?

secondly, it may be all what i don't know but when did ya forget its all about reading in b/w the lines, at least u knew...

Mysterious Mia said...

howdy do yaar...u seemed to be disturbed when u wrote this...btw again i love this song...

Anonymous said...

"Survival is Dead." - It sure it. Interesting set of verse here.

Anonymous said...

hmmm apne planets abhi ache honge. Leo phase aane waala hai.

no comments on this post though

Solitaire said...

You make it sound all so futile and aimless.

Where have you been absconding?

rantravereflect/ jane said...

"Sick of mind fucks.
Sick of crushed hopes.
Sick of murdered love.
Sick of killing others.
Sick of solitude."

ya sound like 'the joker'..
man, snap outta it.. i mena yehhh, ya're a realist, n i love ya n wat ya write for tat..
but murdered love? - cumon man, a few few murdered loves dun send all loves into the grave..
"Wishes, desires, crave, lust!
Walk, whispers, holding hands, hug, kiss, smooch, sex!
Go figure!"

yehhh, i think ya shud go figure that these are things waityn for ya to go n embrace. Experience them, so what if they're written off with time, atleast they were a part of ya n ya life..

if bitterness were sooooo part of sutta's life, then sweetness is as close man..

i love the way ya make darnkess stand out in all its mind-numbing starkness,
but sometimes, stack up the goodness..

Anonymous said...

breath Rohit :)

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