Breathe!

Beep!

As dreams gets distorted from fractured sleep
I play in my blanket for final seconds
Entangling myself in and out
A push from within to turn away the night
Feet tastes cold on standing at the floor
The aura of flame while blazing the fag
Few puffs near the window
Brings you back to life
Sun is on a hidden spree
The breeze sense cold n silent
A vision or two
Water escorting under shower
Body grips the soul and power
Droplets skating down the skin
A stare into the mirror
Ends at lost image

A pair of crushed faded jeans
A black tee
A wrist band
A cell phone
Music
A pack of cigarettes
A lighter
Black colored bag
Pen
Few papers
A book to be read
Cinema
Storming mind
A breathing heart
An eternal street

<flip>

Birth of moon
A walk inside
Drained soul
Seat by the window
Arms to melt upon
If only...
A hug to self
A cuddle to night
Numb emotions
Dead desires
Blurred hope
Brawling faith
Weary cravings
Insolent tone
Seized words


Beep!

--

New day.
New shits.

Fight baby.
Fight.

Maybe!

The dawn arrived in vain
It will crawl away too
No one entered the sight
Barren eyes will empathize

Even today tears couldn't find a way
Even today eyes were not moist
The night will pass away too

Maybe someday he would be able to say how she made him feel.
Maybe someday he would be able to say how he always wanted her.
Maybe someday he would be able to say how many times he died inside himself.
Maybe someday he would be able to say every word which he killed inside.
Maybe someday she would get to know,
Maybe someday he would be able to say ...

He loved her because she loved him.
But he couldn't love her because she loved him.

Why it always have to be him?
That's always left out to burn.
Still, he never learns.

I hope he realizes its time to accept somethings are not made for him.
To feel.
To live.

Only few have passed till now.
I am scared of every other coming night till eternity.

--

If only...
I prefer silence.