There are times when I feel sucked down in an endless tunnel. Horrifying moments when I lack that iota of inspiration to believe in self. To bring one original thought in my head, one idea. I begin to hear voices when there's no one around.
Some words forgotten
Some moments passed
Somebody asked me today "Have you ever felt so lonely that it hurts?" I replied "Constantly!" Times when I might tell a person how much I love them, and yet feel deeply hollow inside at the same moment.
Some memories enriched
Some looks bewildered
And then there are times when days pass by smoking the charm of marijuana and floating to bliss! A place where nothing seems anything. Fly away to the center of eternity.
There's something in the air
There's something in my heart
I don't know to be sad or angry by the fact that everybody is the same or to be scared by realizing how ordinary I am. A face in the sea of faces around me!? A single life in the vast ocean of lives around me!? I guess, the hardest reality I'd ever face is to realize that its not just a 'phase'; its actually the way I am!
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I hope my dream is not a dream!
13 comments:
As i said, this is an uncanny reflection of my thoughts.
I hope my dream is not a dream too.
I'm glad you wrote :)
Good u wrote...
if u'r back, weebee...
keeps believing and one day the dream will come true.
just imagine the day you'll be living your dream..
i live for that...nothing more motivating then it.
tc
ur back..
well written.. :)
Be honest and tell me did you Smoke something :P
hi...firstly im glad that u posted...had visited this space quite a few times and ow had almost given up on seeing a post here ...so im happy :)
about this post, u know sometimes its better that 'dreams' stay just the way they actually are--as dreams....
maybe u wont realise the value of dreams right now...but someday in the future u'd thank some dreams for not changing into reality...
happy new year 09 :)
have you ever felt so lonely that it hurts!!!! i guess everyone feels like this at least once in their life time.
seems like you are going through some identity crisis
Long time!!
Painful post man
Wooh
And i thought only i felt like this..
good to see there r few people on the earth who feel like me..
good write up
good to be back after a long time
Hey u shud write more often...
Great Post.
You have been inactive for sooo long.
Hope to see more of you.
"have u ever felt so lonely that it hurts- constantly" :)
One word - wow!
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